Posted on January 6th, 2014 at 1:21pm
So, yeah, no luck again. I Just got the call. I can’t fault Red Cross, they fought for my case and have gone above and beyond. Sadly they have no record of my birth mother in the USA even though the Red Crossed helped many of the Vietnamese refugees settle after the exodus.
There is a pattern forming and it’s the simple fact that the records have been lost to a time that didn’t have digital documentation. I’m pretty down to Earth about it… so now it’s just a case of taking the search in a new direction.
Posted on September 17th, 2013 at 11:38am
I’ve always loved to draw girls & women’s hairs. It’s always felt more natural and fun to draw. Maybe it’s cos i’m a female =P, maybe it’s easier to make it look stylised without it looking fake. I’d practically written off male hair as boring and unexciting and only drawing a limited amount of style on my characters. So like I often do, I went out to prove myself wrong with this little exercise. I did this with pencil over a face template I draw & printed.
I tried to get a good range of styles and draw only ones I’m likely to use. So I thought I’d share to help other illustrators that might also be feeling a bit stuck with male hair. ^.^
Posted on September 5th, 2013 at 9:11pm
British Red Cross
It’s been a while since I’ve done a blog about my roots tracing journey. I guess that often is the nature of roots tracing, it can be slow and over a period of time. Plus for me I do get a bit complacent and can take me a few weeks or even years to move onto the next step.
To get you quickly up to speed… I’ve been looking for my birthmother (and birth family). My birth mother was a Vietnamese Refugee Boat person that fled Vietnam to Hong Kong (HK) and was staying at one of the HK refugee camps. I was conceived and born in HK out of wedlock. Due her circumstances she felt she could not look after me as she was given an offer to resettle in the USA. Before today I had exhausted every lead I could in Hong Kong including the Social Welfare Department, HK Immigration, UK UNHCR and even found my foster family who also didn’t have any leads (though love been in contact with them again ^.^). While the Social Welfare Department was able to give me as much information they had on my adoption it was still a bit limited. In general the other organisations didn’t have records from that far back… shame so many paper records are culled/destroyed o_O.
It was only a month or so ago it was confirmed really there was no more paths to take in HK. I thought, hummm, what now? When I was looking on the AVI (Adopted Vietnamese International) website, which I ironically redesigned not that long ago, i found a post about the Red Cross helping Vietnamese refugees in the USA after the war. It was just a tiny little section saying:
“Red Cross Location Service
Red Cross Location Service has been able to reunite lost relatives including orphans with their birth parents from the Vietnam War. There special connection to Vietnam after the war was with their work in Vietnamese refugee camps. The American Red Cross provides tracing and location services in accordance with the Geneva Conventions, our Congressional Charter of 1905, and our obligations as a member of the International Red Cross and Red Crescent Movement. Tracing is an American Red Cross “Must” service; all American Red Cross chapters and stations on U.S. military installations overseas are required to provide this service to their communities.”
For over 10 years now I have been following the pure “adoption” roots tracing path, getting in touch with the organisations that dealt with my adoption and doing all the obvious things. Continue reading
Posted on August 16th, 2013 at 11:06pm
So this i the last “Idea a Day” challenge. I originally start this just to see if i could come up some ideas and regain some focus… but I have discovered way more than I expected.
– I got a sense of my illustration style and that doesn’t mean that I have to just draw in one technique or subject every time.
– I learnt a lot about my limitations and expectation which isn’t a bad thing.
– I have learnt a great deal about how to come up with ideas when you’re stuck or having a block… usually in form taking a quick walk outside or removing myself from my workspace… most of all being open to taking inspiration from everything.
– I’ve rediscovered good old paper and led… to a point that I bought a new scanner this morning to replace my 10 year old one. =P Still not a fan of cleaning up scanned images, but surprised at myself who normally solely works digitally could want to work on paper again!
– I have experimented with a lot of new ways and technicians.
– AND i have loads of new ideas floating around in my head that I feel I could go on to develop.
So here is my last Idea a Day illustration, I wanted to start where I begin so revisited the panda and girl characters. It was sketched on paper using a HB pencil, scanned and coloured on the computer. I hope that I do one of these challenges again in the future =). Thanks everyone that has followed me little art adventure =).
Posted on August 16th, 2013 at 1:33am
Sometimes i really have to just do something serious and take a break from cute and cuddly lolz. Today again I find myself drawing on paper, i guess it’s cos it feels quiet novel again. I did colour it roughly on the computer. There was no real reason that I did this piece… i just started doodling, and i though, Oooo that looks like a branched hand… maybe if i make it a hand from someone who was tapped in a tree… and kinda just went from that small seed of an idea.
So tomorrow is the last day… wonder what I’ll do.
Posted on August 14th, 2013 at 9:18pm
Yesterday sparked a lot of ideas for me. I wanted to explore one of the ideas in more detail, so I picked the three headed dog.
It’s been tough being this level of creative every day and it took me a long time to actually start drawing today. I started doodling on my tablet as i normally do, but just wasn’t feeling it. The tablet suddenly felt very small and unnatural. So for the first time in ages I decided to to draw on paper. I’ve done a painting not that long ago, but not sketches really as I’m digital. It was very liberating and refreshing. I definitely miss the undone button, but just had to use a good old eraser. There is a simple beauty and simplicity about using a pencil and that texture is really hard to replicate on the computer. Though over all i can’t stand the scanning process as you end up scanning a lot of unwanted paper texture.
Either way it was a great day of drawing. Some how i managed to get a lot more out on paper than if i’d done it on the computer. So these are the two A4 pages I did plus a photo of my workspace… my sofa and on my lap with my computer next to me is normally how i work lolz =P.
Posted on August 14th, 2013 at 12:17am
There was a lot about yesterday’s drawing that I latched onto today. When a was growing up, doodling in school, i often found myself drawing fantasy art. I was discouraged by my art teachers against it as they said it was “not real art”. So now looping around, i still find myself drawn to fantasy worlds… and why not? =). But i’ve only started to marry together fantasy with my cuter illustration style…. i like the effect.
I often draw dragons, something about how cross cultural a dragon is. So today I wanted to try and draw creatures I’ve never tried before. It was harder then i thought to find mythical creatures that tend not to be humanoid or half humanoid and well known (rather than me just making it up)…. and why are horses way harder to draw than they should be hahaha!!?? I’m happy with the direction of the style and I’m really enjoying drawing creatures.
Another reason I liked the dragon sketches from yesterday is that there was a great relationship growing between the boy and dragon. I wanted to see if I could recreate that with new charters that reflect the creature. Even though these are just cute little drawings, i do put a lot of thought into it. And one of the main reasons for doing this idea a day exercises is to see if I can come away with some ideas I can start to develop, possibly into a story. I have ideas bubbling after todays task.
I put the time in today to try and have a more finished piece, so I hope that you enjoy my griffin, unicorn & three headed dog =).
Posted on August 9th, 2013 at 8:19pm
So i succumbed to colouring yesterday’s sketch, and it took me way way longer than I expected to, even though I only did a rough colour. It’s hardly surprising, i made it more difficult by drawing so much. Part of me is annoyed that I didn’t do all the line art like I normally would and colour it properly… but then I remembered that I was suppose to be doing quick pieces every day. So I had to compromise and colour it enough so I could see what I had in my mind but not spend any more time on it. So even though I didn’t get out a new drawing, i do very much feel that I’m evoked in inner child in this piece, something I hope I never lose.
Compromise in general is just another thing I’ve had to come to terms with over the years with art. It can always be better but there has to be a point that you let it go and move on to the next piece.
So I will spend the weekend reflecting on this week of ideas. My hope is to do one more week of ideas a day next week.
Posted on August 9th, 2013 at 1:37am
I like character development and I often draw backgrounds for fun. So i thought I’d challenge myself today and do a background. Very often I find that backgrounds often taken longer than when I draw characters, probably due to the level of detail I like to have.
I ended up drawing this today. It took me ages just doing the sketch. It’s now just gone 2:30am and now realise that I’m not gonna get it coloured (even roughly) even though I’d started. Often I find that art isn’t about miracles, but a hard slog at times. Even though I’m slightly annoyed I didn’t get the colour it, I also know my limitation… so I’ll finish doing a rough colour tomorrow so hopefully it gives me time to do another idea…. we’ll see =P.